Ka·lei·do·scope 2018


19552-004-76F9E056Kaleidoscope is a toy consisting of a tube containing mirrors and pieces of colored glass or paper, whose reflections produce changing patterns that are visible through an eyehole when the tube is rotated. Kaleidoscope includes many aspects that make it beautiful.

I feel that 2018 contains a lot of things in my life which make my life more colourfull. I have pain, love, grateful, and a lot of things in 2018. All aspects together make my 2018 meaningful.

2018 has been a long journey for me. A lot of laughs and tears colored my year. I can say that this is the hardest year for me. How’s your 2018? Good? Or bad? Before welcoming 2019 and say goodbye to 2018, let summarise our year from the beginning until the end of 2018.

Honestly, 2018 was not a good year for me. But, I believe that everything happens for a reason, or maybe I need to reflect on my self. Even I have an unpleasant year; I have no time to regret it. I will learn to move on and keep going. I will make all the lessons shape me into a new me.

teenager-girl-in-bad-mood-with-paid-hair-on-white-vector-15705472If you have the same argument like me, be proud of yourself. Be proud that you were able to survive until the end of the year. Be proud that you were able to take control of yourself and make yourself more confident. Be proud that you become more powerful than before.

Be thankful for all the pains that make you stronger. Be grateful for people who still stand by you and support you. Be grateful for all unfortunate events in your life. It makes you more selective to choose your inner circle and appreciate yourself more in the future. All bad experience might hurt you really bad, but believe that all of it will shape you into a new person, a better version of yours.

Healing is hard. However, you should heal yourself before you open a new chapter. Forgive everything that let you down and who hurts you. Forgive to let you open a new probability in your life. Forgive means dealing with the unpleasant moment and able to give a positive reaction. Forgive will make you feel better. Forgive not because you lose, but because you already win the battle and you respect that people as part of your journey.

Believe that by moving forward you will get a better opportunity. Move-on for the benefit of yours not because of others. Move-on doesn’t mean you need to forget all the memories. Move-on means you able to deal with the memories that hurt you and give a positive response. All experiences in 2018 have been teaching me to grow become a stronger person. Even though 2018 brings a lot of tears for me, 2018 is not a failure. I can still survive till the end after the hardship. It means I succeed to handle all the problems.

Never regret what you decide in the past. Lamenting will only make you feel bad and sad. If you make a wrong decision in the previous time, admit it and change it. Don’t waste your time to regret something that you can’t change. Focus on yourself and focus on something that you can change. Take courage to make a move even though it might be hard. Don’t think to take revenge for the people who hurt you. Let them be happy to continue their life, while you focus on your life goal. Show them you are better without them and always be nice to people around you. Because positive vibes will lead you to have a positive life.

IMG_9989And for 2019. I learned to live myself more and put myself first. Not to be selfish, but to appreciate me. I want to learn to put myself first to make people understand my value. I want to learn to love myself to make me believe that I deserve to get happiness. I want to learn to protect myself and not let people hurt me. In 2019, I want to be true to myself; I won’t leave to please other anymore. I will treat myself better.

I wish 2019 would be a better year for us! I want to next year I can face the world and tell everyone I’m surviving and become a new person. Let’s welcome 2019 with a new heart to learn and move on from 2018. Let’s be positive and let yourself self do great things! Let promise to our-self we will treat our-self better and won’t waste time for something that unworthy.

Happy new year all fantastic people!


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